assalamualaikum .
well today is my bapa birthday . happy birthday my loved one . may Allah bless you . semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki okayh bapa :) edoi sayangkan bapa sangat . maafkan segala dosa2 edoi pa :)
im supposed to happy today aite ? well , i did . but tadi he just called . i knew it would happen . :'( i just dont want to believe it .
dia dah nak balik dah .. how my feeling ? i dont know . cuma aku speechless . mau sedih ? mau nangis ? nak teriak ? nak raya ? i dont know what im supposed to feel .
yes im sad .
yes i wanna cried .
yes i wanna to scream .
yes i still wanna celebrate hari raya .
but now , what i wanna do is pray . aku mau berdoa supaya dia bole stay a little bit longer . ya Allah , aku xmau dia pergi secepat ni . tolong ?
kalau ikutkan hati , aku xmau dia pergi mana2. i just wanna him to stay . stay with me forever .
hummppphhhh . what should i doo ??????
i miss him .
i really love him .
aku x bole nak halang pun , itu hak keluarga dia utk tentukan bilaa dia patut balik . kannn . akuu apa ? aku bkn sepa2 .
wanna hug him but noo . i cant .
i dont know what should i do .
ya Allah . what shuld i doo ?
