you will not regret it until you lose it forever .
i tried to understand the meaning of these words . its too deep . well this is what i understand . if you are really passion , love this things or love a person . appreciate them . cause if you are not . she/he will go away from your life without your notice and then , when you need them , you cant find them then you will miss them . there is always a way to talk to them . maybe start with apologising . or maybe , you make them laugh . or maybe just make them think about how happy you are .
sometimes i regret treating people that i loved . specially to my own bestfriend . i miss her a lot . she always be there when i need her . maybe i just stupid cause hate her for a little miss understanding . now, i miss her . im so selfish to everyone . i really thought that its not my fault . but , when i think about it every single day . what a fucking girl i am . its my fault actually , not their fault . im too ego . she was right , i put my ego in front instead of thinking wisely . im sorry . im so sorry to you .
im shy to talked to you . i tried to call you but i cant . cause i dont have the nerve to called you . hear your voice just makes me realise how selfish i am to you . girl , if you just know , how much i love you . i hope you understand. yes , you do know how i am . you are my bestfriend . im sorry for what i said to you . i really really didn't mean it . babe , im really sorry. i really wish we became like what we used to be . aite ? i love you nurafiqah khalil :) you always gonna be my bestfriend . and my sister from another family :)
friends . old friends . haihh . what should i say about you ? im sorry for everything yahh . you are my sister . you always makes me laughed like mad .you always pain in the ass . but i really love you . i would die if im not talking to you. you are the part of my life . xoxo
mom . what more can i say ? i love you always even though i always make you sad, mad or cried . im so sorry . you know i didnt mean it and i really love you . you are my whole world . without you mom , im meaningless . i still remember , when i was young . not that now im not . hehe . i always gave you present when mother`s day ? i still remember . how can i forget when you so happy when i gave the presents . i bought it at parkson . it was on sale . haha . and that time i have a lots of money . so i bought two present for you . until now you kept it . one of the present you keep in the house and the other one you kept in your office :) i love you mom . i really cant imagine ,how im gonna lost you someday . i wish its not true , i wish death are not true . i wish i live in fairytale story or bedtime stories like the movie bedtime stories . i wish i can make my own story :) but i know i cant do all that . whatever happen , i always love you mom and dad . there is nothing like you both in this world :)
and you . how much long you wanted to be like this ? the other day , its not about you . im not talking about you . i ask you not to disturb me for awhile . but instead you texted me that , you are not gonna disturb me again . dont you know how its felt ? im sorry if the other day makes you hate me , like what i said . its nothing about you . but what can i do ? its up to you . you said , you will do anythinggggg , anything not to leave me alone. but heyy , what are you doing now ?????? thank you .
assalamualaikum .
xxo
friends . old friends . haihh . what should i say about you ? im sorry for everything yahh . you are my sister . you always makes me laughed like mad .you always pain in the ass . but i really love you . i would die if im not talking to you. you are the part of my life . xoxo
mom . what more can i say ? i love you always even though i always make you sad, mad or cried . im so sorry . you know i didnt mean it and i really love you . you are my whole world . without you mom , im meaningless . i still remember , when i was young . not that now im not . hehe . i always gave you present when mother`s day ? i still remember . how can i forget when you so happy when i gave the presents . i bought it at parkson . it was on sale . haha . and that time i have a lots of money . so i bought two present for you . until now you kept it . one of the present you keep in the house and the other one you kept in your office :) i love you mom . i really cant imagine ,how im gonna lost you someday . i wish its not true , i wish death are not true . i wish i live in fairytale story or bedtime stories like the movie bedtime stories . i wish i can make my own story :) but i know i cant do all that . whatever happen , i always love you mom and dad . there is nothing like you both in this world :)
and you . how much long you wanted to be like this ? the other day , its not about you . im not talking about you . i ask you not to disturb me for awhile . but instead you texted me that , you are not gonna disturb me again . dont you know how its felt ? im sorry if the other day makes you hate me , like what i said . its nothing about you . but what can i do ? its up to you . you said , you will do anythinggggg , anything not to leave me alone. but heyy , what are you doing now ?????? thank you .
assalamualaikum .
xxo
