STATUS : tidak lama lagi spm =O not readyyy .
follow me , i dont bite , i kick :)

this is what i felt right now .

aku xtau kenapa . 
tapi kan , kamu pernah x rasa macam tiba-tiba nak jadi bradd pitt somebody ?
like seriously tiba-tiba mau jadi someone . 
or tiba-tiba mau buat sesuatu . 
well , its happen to me a lot these days . 
i dont know why . 

well , today . i felt like wanted to do this . 


i really feel like wanted to do that right now . 
yell , scream , mad and everythingggg !
i want to let it all outt . 
SERIOUS . 
i wanted to cry also . 
goshhh . 
i feel really messed up =(

and my heart kan , hari ni , mciamm . 
kena tusuk-tusukkkkk jaa . 
bukan sebab aku benci kat orng , or orang benci kat akuu . 
tapi mciamm , tiba-tiba rasa mcm tuh . 
haiyoooo  

my face right now, kinda look like this , 

i feel terrible .

and i think i know why , 
["] i hate my bestfriend
["] i made teribble mistake to the one i loved 
[] im stupid
[] its a emo day
[] mengada
["] period
[] heartless
[] bitchy
["] dork
["] stupidly made a mistake 
[] just for fun
["] im teribble lonely 

well that`s whyy . 

I just want you both know , 

i love you both . 
im so sorry for what i`ve done .
its just me in ^&*(& condition .
im sorry if i hurt your both feeling .
im just so sorry :'(

assalamualaikum :)